In My Life - old

...don't worry, they will.

anyways, i've been quite away for a while, and some might say it's because i'm a bad loser. well, i'm not. maybe a little but that's not why.
IF i were french, then it would be obvious. i'd be too embarassed to show up. it's such a shame when the only way to win something is to cheat... but oh well. who's f*cking ricardo anyway?

i've been away because i have to go to sao paulo everyday now, for a training... it's exhaustive but i hope i'll get through it mentally sane. lucky me it's one week away to be over and life will calm down again.

yesterday i was supposed to meet my little cousins from the south but i didn't. i was also supposed to meet elin, a friend from malmö, but again, i didn't.
you know those days when you wake up and you just sense "this is gonna be creepy"?? well, next ime i sense that, i'll just stay in bed.

after walking kinda lost for over 5 hours, i finally made it to my friend's house, it was almost 1am i think. we hadn't seen each other for... 3... or maybe 4-5 years. if i had to go through all of that crappy day just to get a hug from him by the end of the night, i guess i would. amazing how some people seem to be meant to save you hehe.

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