In My Life - old

this morning i woke up with a strange desire to hug my refrigerator (for those who don't know it's a small brown refrigerator). and then there i was feeling it in my arms. i closed my eyes and visualized all the food inside the refrigerator perfectly in every detail. it was in this moment i thought for the first time, “uh-oh. i can't eat these things. something is clearly wrong here". and then i run, and then i run and then i run, and then i run and then i run, and then i run. in circles! i was pretty confused with just what happened in the kitchen, what the heck happened?