In My Life - old

yeah, my life is pretty comedic if you think about it. and it begins with my being born and my childhood and everything.

if you watch the movie melinda & melinda (by woody allen) you can quite get a picture of how my life could have been and how it really is. it's kind of about not taking life so seriously and looking on the bright side and making our lives better that way.

another good advice is to live more and worry less.
stop thinking about things that don't really matter, forget about the past (or the future) and just seize the day! and another goodie: ALWAYS comment on my blog when you visit me! hahahahaha...

everyday i check on my sitemeter who's in and who's not, and lately (amazingly matching some exciting news about my past) i've been having some visitors from Rio Claro. or just one visitor.


anyways, it's good to know there is someone reading what i'm writing. and the person reading is not doing so just because i linked them or because they are family or a close friend that wants to make me feel better. they're reading it because they really want to know about it. but you know, in some cases, this might be a morbid curiosity.

like a person who comes here by googling "lilize and pedrinho rio claro". that of course, given the fact that my ex's name is pedrinho and he lives in rio claro, and there aren't many pedrinhos in rio claro specially not related to a lilize.

well, my point is: i could comment this with him and that would drive him crazy if i know him well (and believe me, i do.) i actually thought about it just for the fun of driving him crazy. but i don't wanna cause any troubles to anyone and i specially don't want to ruin anything that seems to be going well. i am truly happy that he has someone new now and specially because from what i've seen, this someone new is an amazing person. and she's just the kind of person he likes and needs...


but if my mistery visitor is his someone new spying on his past, then i just have one thing to say: let it go. get over me. he has, apparently, gone over me and i have gone over him. we had a great thing going on and it lasted a bit more than our relationship itself, but it's over now. yeah we still talk to each other occasionally and i don't think i'll ever stop loving him, but that's just because he was special one day and now he's a friend i treasure a lot.

but as i always say, "home is where your heart is", and when i left brazil i told him my heart was staying here. well, now my heart is somewhere else...

if you want to keep reading my whinings and complaints, but just out of curiosity and companionship, i'm so happy for it. really... and feel free to comment (yum, yum, me loves comments!) - don't worry. my ex stopped reading my blog a while ago, which was the most relieving thing for me.

there are a few other things i could talk about but now i'm just too damn tired... but you know, i guess it could be worth reading it... after all, my life is dramatically comic!